Nonfiction

Scott Winkler

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Scott Winkler

Over the twenty-year history of the Rising Phoenix contest, Scott Winkler has been featured several times. He was published by Sheepshead Review in Spring 2006, winning the Rising Phoenix contest with his nonfiction piece “Winter.” Winkler then returned as a judge for the Rising Phoenix contest both in 2010 and 2024. 

Scott Winkler is an author, scholar, father, and high school teacher at Appleton East High School in Appleton, Wisconsin. He earned his undergraduate at St. Norbert College and went on to get his MA and Ph.D. in English from the University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee. He has been published in a multitude of other journals, such as The Journal of Popular Culture, Elysian Fields Quarterly, and Contemporary Literary Criticism. Additionally, he has released a collection of short stories, The Wide Turn Toward Home, and a historical fiction novel, The Meadow. 

Invisible wounds. We may think we’ve buried them in a place from which their sting can no longer reach us, but it does. Such wounds cut deeply, linger, metamorphose, and when they eventually surface, their consequences are dire. Such wounds motivate The Meadow, a work of literary historical fiction set in America’s heartland.

The novel is set in 1968, where Walter Neumann is torn between two visions for his future: his own, which finds him attending college and pursuing a scholarly life, and his father Otto’s, which envisions Walt serving in Vietnam as Otto had served in World War II.  An unexpected accident allows Walt to follow his dream, but his relief is temporary as long-hidden family secrets come to light, threatening to shatter the world as Walt knows it.

The Wide Turn Toward Home is a novella and short fiction collection by Scott A. Winkler. Baseball becomes a lens and a barometer for exploring the lives of the characters who experience the magic and pain of hope, loss, and understanding themselves in the world in which they attempt to function. Unexpected moments catch them off-guard and compel them to make very difficult choices, as in the title novella, where an aging ballplayer must choose between the game he loves and running the family farm. Most of the stories in the volume occur in a distinctly midwestern Wisconsin setting. Mr. Winkler’s stories are written in precise prose that possesses an ear for both the honesty of a story well-told and the music of language. The result is a collection of work that makes the stomach believe.

At the time, I had just finished coursework and prelims for UW-Milwaukee’s doctoral program in English with a Creative Writing Emphasis.  I’d had a handful of pieces–short stories, poetry, and academic articles–published in journals (Elysian Fields Quarterly, Spitball, Verse Wisconsin, The Journal of Popular Culture). Graduate work had proven motivational in helping me find my voice and follow through on taking the risk to share it beyond the small circle of readers and instructors who’d been my audience. I had a completed manuscript for my collection of baseball fiction, and I was also beginning the earliest work on my novel. 

As I’m someone with diverse interests, it’s taken off in multiple directions. In 2008, my collection of stories The Wide Turn Toward Home was published, and ten years later, my novel The Meadow was published. Along the way, I’ve authored articles for Music in American Life: An Encyclopedia of the Songs, Stars, and Stories That Shaped our Culture, ghostwritten forewords and introductions to multiple books,and created study materials for teachers-in-training through 240 Tutoring.  I’m also working on the follow-up to The Meadow, In the Field, and am working to edit and prepare for posthumous publication the manuscripts of Tom Myers, my undergraduate major professor/mentor/figurative father/friend. 

Judging this year’s Rising Phoenix Contest was an honor. To be entrusted with the entries your staff had identified as finalists was a task I took very seriously. As a writer and lover of words and ideas, I was well aware of not only the time but also the mental and emotional capital invested in those pieces. Reading the pieces also gives me hope that a new generation of writers is already stepping up to make its mark on the world of letters and, by extension, the worlds they simultaneously capture and transform.

Read as much as you can–widely and deeply and for every purpose under the sun. Write regularly. Foster your love of language and ideas–and never, ever apologize for it. Find the writer (or a small handful of writers) you love most and dive down the wormhole of discovering why you love that author’s work; you’ll learn as much about writing (and yourself) through such exploration and examination as you do from gifted teachers. Imitate the writers you love–stylistically and structurally–until you reach that point when you realize that doing something the way Writer X does it may work but it doesn’t work for you. The fingerprints of that writer will still be evident in the creases and the shadows of your work, but in the process, your work will truly become yours.

Nonfiction Rising Phoenix Winner – Spring 2021


“My Window Friend”

Danielle Lemke

      In my house, there is a small room with perpetually cold tile floors. It is the
 enemy of bare feet whose only goal is to stand by the narrow windows on either side
 of the solely decorative doorway. The air vents spewing the cold air out on the hard
 floor counteracts the July heat, making it feel like I’m walking on a frozen river in the
 summertime.
      I bear the pain until the cold freezes my bones, then transition to the other foot
 to allow it to thaw. The process exponentially gets faster as my feet stay colder longer.
 The cold creeps up my legs, and soon I’m shivering and chattering my teeth, but there
 is a reason why I chose to torture myself like this. I reach out my short arms and touch
 the windows for a form of heat. When I do, there is something on the other side to
 meet my stubby fingers.
      He, I’m assuming it’s a he, is a little smaller than I am, but his nose is so much
 more pointy. His paws are as small as the cats at my Grandma’s house, his tail is as
 bushy as my mom’s hedges, his face looks like the puppies in my books, but he doesn’t
 look like a puppy. I don’t know what to call him, or what he is. He visits me every now
 and then. Today would be the third day in a row I get to see him. Every time I bring
 Mama or Daddy to see him, he always runs away before they can see him. I guess he’s
 just really shy. So it’s been just us meeting like this. I don’t mind though. He’s my friend.
      I look out past him into our front lawn. Our house is surrounded by woods, so
 it’s hard to see where he lives. Daddy says that there is a hole on the neighbor’s lawn
 that wild rabbits sleep in. Does he sleep in the ground too? Wouldn’t he get dirty if
 he did? I looked at his fur through the window. It didn’t look dirty. It was all clean and
 shiny. I wonder if someone is taking care of him?
      With my hand against the window, he padded up to it and tried to sniff it
 through the glass. I wonder if my sent traveled through because he couldn’t stop
 sniffing the window. Then without warning, he licked it! There must have been
 something bad tasting on the window because he shook his head with his tongue out.
 He tried to lick my hand through the window! I burst out laughing because it was so
 funny.
      I danced on my frozen feet, laughing so hard.
      Mama must have heard me and entered the tiny room. My friend saw Mama
 behind me and ran away as the doors behind me opened.
      “What are you laughing at, honey?”
      Tears swelling in my eyes from the pain in my sides, I couldn’t stop laughing
 as I said, “He tried to lick my hand through the glass… and made a funny face!”
      I returned to my laughing fit as Mama looked out the window, trying to see
 what I was talking about.
      Seeing nothing, she said, “Alright, sweetheart, time to come in for lunch.” Then
 ushered me in the doors she came through.
      Before the windows were out of sight, I turn back to see where my friend was
 standing. A wave of wishful thinking washes over me as I wonder what would happen
 if the glass wasn’t there tomorrow.